I feel like I'm nothing to you.

Its my first time to wrote a blog about you. I found the courage to wrote bcoz I know this is the only way to say the things I wanted to say about you. Even though you can’t read it.

The first time  we had conversation together, I FOUND AN ANGEL THAT NIGHT. At first it was nothing, we were laughing about things that doesn’t matter to us. You’re the most sweetest and the most funny girl I know. I’m not the type of person who give sweet names like sweetheart,darling or what so ever but that night you called and gave the sweetest word. I don’t know what’s on you that makes my heart bit faster. I love those things you talked about. Yes, your childish and spoiled but i accept it. One thing i hated is when you snob me. It kills me inside. I feel like I was just nothing to you. If you only know what i felt about, would you still keep ignoring me? maybe yes, you love him you always talked about him and always him. But why you cannot accept that he only broke you’re heart thousand times but you still choose him . I’m willing to give everything. your protector, light and the one who will wipe your tears every time you have problems and having shit days. MAYBE I’M JSUT NOTHING TO YOU :(